Summer Time and the Pursuit of Mountainous Things by Mike Maiden

This post is about Mike Maiden and Josh Higgin’s attempt at climbing the Venturi Effect (5.12 c) located in the High Sierras and how defeat does not necessarily mean failure, but the drive to train and work towards the seemingly unattainable. 


In August of 2012, my friend Brian Spiewak and I ventured to Bridgeport to check out the Incredible Hulk. Our goal was to backpack in and climb the route Positive Vibrations; a 1200’ 5.11a. This route was a big deal to me because it was my first difficult route in the High Sierra. Positive Vibes takes an amazing line up the left-center of the Hulk. Directly to the right of Positive Vibes lies the route Venturi Effect. While Brian and I were fighting our way up Positive Vibes, there was a team on Venturi Effect. Watching these two cruise up Venturi was inspiring to say the least. I was able to talk to the leader while he was at belays, and he said that the route was amazing and safe enough for the grade. This resonated with me and I began to think that maybe someday I would try to climb Venturi Effect.

Fast forward to May of 2013, I had just finished with my last final of the semester and my friend Adam Torres and I were shredding up Interstate 5, headed to Yosemite Valley. We decided to wander up El Capitan’s Salathe Wall for two days just to see how far we could get. Over the course of those two days I was served a huge slice of humble pie, falling off every pitch harder than 10c. Beaten and tired, we retreated from the top of the 14th pitch. Instead of being discouraged by my inability to send a single 5.11 pitch, I decided to use this trip as motivation to become an all-around stronger and better climber.

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After returning from the Valley I began to spend as much time as I could climbing and conditioning. This meant putting in long gym sessions during the week and getting outside to get as much mileage on granite as possible. I started making trips to Riverside Quarry with my friend Josh Higgins. Josh has been climbing for about fourteen years, and he is one of the best all-around rock climbers that I know. Over the course of our numerous Quarry trips I learned how to move efficiently on difficult terrain, rest effectively and red point hard sport climbs.

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As the summer progressed, I noticed the training paying off. My fingers were getting stronger, my endurance was improving, and I wasn’t getting injured. I began to think of routes that would put my new found fitness to the test and only one came to mind, THE VENTURI EFFECT. With two pitches of 10-, four pitches of 11+, two pitches of 12-, and two pitches of 12+, it would be the most difficult and sustained multi-pitch crack climb that I had ever tried. I enlisted Josh to climb the route with me because of his insane pitch after pitch endurance and his outstanding crack technique. We set a date to head out to the Hulk and began casually planning the trip.

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Before I knew it we were in the car blasting up the 395 toward Bridgeport. In casual conversation, I asked Josh which pitches he wanted to lead. “It doesn’t really matter to me”, he replied, “I’ve been too busy to look at the topo.” I laughed nervously and began to explain how many hard pitches we were going to have to climb. Reality set in for Josh as I read off the pitch ratings from the topo. The Venturi Effect would not go down easily, and we both laughed and joked about how the route was going to destroy us.

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Josh and I arrived at the Bridgeport ranger station early Friday morning to pick up our permits. We packed while waiting for the station to open, splitting the gear and rope between our backpacks. The hike went quickly and about three hours after leaving the car, we arrived at our base camp. With our afternoon free, we decided to set up camp and climb the first few pitches of Venturi Effect to get a feel for the climbing. We quickly hiked to the base of the route and roped up. Unfortunately, in the meantime smoke from the Rim Fire was starting to wisp into the canyon as I racked up to lead the first pitch. The super crimpy lieback start caught me off guard and made me try hard right out of the gate. Luckily, the pitch eased off in difficulty for a bit, and I was able to relax and cruise through the middle section. After climbing an awkward corner I cut left into a strenuous undercling section. Unable to place gear, I ran it out about fifteen feet to clip a bolt. Then it hit me, I was pumped! I tried shaking out on some bad holds and came to the realization that I couldn’t breathe! I felt like I was doing wind-sprints in Sycuan Casino! I was sucking in thick smoke with every deep breath, which was adding to my pump. With haste, I started punching it out an undercling/ lieback flake hoping for a better rest. Finally I found what I was looking for! A bad knee-bar and an awkward handjam allowed me to shake out and slow my breathing. After resting adequately, I fought my way up the rest of the pitch battling heinous rope drag for the last twenty feet. Exhausted, I clipped into the anchor and belayed Josh up the pitch. Josh dispatched the 180-foot pitch with little effort and quickly took the lead on the 5.10- second pitch. After I followed Josh up the pitch, our eyes and lungs were burning and we could tell that the smoke was rolling in too thick to continue climbing. We hung out on the ledge for a few more minutes before rappelling back to the ground. Doubt began to set in as we reached the ground. “If I struggled on 11+, how am I going to be able to lead my 12+ pitch … or any of the other hard pitches!?” I tried to push these thoughts out of my mind as we ate dinner and went to sleep.

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The next morning greeted us with clearer skies and less smoke. Josh and I quickly drank coffee and ate a light breakfast. Without delay, we hiked back up to the base of the route. We decided to switch things up. Josh racked up and tied in to lead the first pitch. He cranked past the crimpy crux, through the awkward corner, and out the pumpy undercling easily. I quickly followed, finding a few extra knee-bar rests that I had missed the previous day. I quickly took the lead and cruised up the second pitch without any trouble. Josh took the third pitch, which consisted of a moderate traverse into a short 5.11+ crux that involved a strange sequence of opposition moves. We both hiked this pitch and arrived at the first crux pitch nice and fresh.

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The first crux pitch on The Venturi Effect is a hundred foot 5.12+ dihedral dubbed “The Book of Secrets”. Sitting at the belay, I stared in awe at the beauty and the steepness of the corner. I slowly racked up to delay the inevitable; eventually I was going to have to start climbing, and I was probably going to fall. All of the unknowns associated with trying to onsight a hard crack pitch were killing me, I was scared! I forced myself to take a few deep breaths and calm down. I tried to climb off the belay quickly to avoid letting my mind wander toward negative thoughts, which turned out to be a mistake! In the process of rushing through the opening 5.11 moves, a foot slipped and I nearly fell off the route eight feet into the pitch. I down climbed a few moves and composed myself. Spotting some better feet, I climbed the opening sequence with more confidence. Once established in the corner, I took a few deep breaths and began to really focus as I made my way up the first half of the corner. The moves became harder as I climbed higher; the crack becoming more discontinuous and thin as the feet became small and sparse. I was getting tired, but I kept fighting, stemming, pushing, and liebacking up the corner. Twenty feet from the anchor, I was beginning to fall apart. My forearms were pumped, my fingers were tired, and my calves felt like jello. I kept stemming and liebacking like mad, trying to make it to the next belay before my body gave out. I was putting every bit of effort into onsighting this pitch. Just when I thought I was going to send, my right foot slipped and I was sailing through the air. After falling for about 10-15 feet the rope came taught and my downward plummet ended. Exhausted, I rested my head against the wall. A smile crept over my face as I thought about how much fun I was having. What a Route! What a Pitch! In this moment I was too psyched to be afraid of hard climbing and falling on micro gear. I was having the time of my life pushing my limits in the mountains with a good friend. After a quick rest, I climbed the remainder of the pitch with confidence. Josh made quick work of this pitch, only slipping off at the crux.

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At the belay, Josh grabbed the gear and quickly took off on the next 5.11+ pitch. With confidence and precision technique, Josh ran it out through the crux of another pumpy pitch. This brought us to a deluxe ledge in the middle of the route. Five pitches down five to go. We laughed at the fact that we had just begun to fight our way up the route. Out of the next five pitches one was 11+, two were 12-, and one was 12+; things were about to get rowdy and we needed to bring the ruckus!

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An uneventful, but fun, pitch of 10- took us up to the first of the shield pitches. Josh took off on the first shield pitch, a beautiful 100 foot bouldery finger crack. He onsighted this pitch without much struggle. Josh was on fire! He had led 3 pitches of 5.11+ and a pitch of 5.12- without falling! I followed the bouldery 12- pitch without falling, but when I got to the belay I was really tired. I sat at the anchor and tried to massage the pump out of my forearms. After a few minutes of this my forearms were still pumped and my arms still tired. It was my turn to lead. Josh, sensing my anxiety, looked up at the sustained, 140 foot, 12- finger crack and said, “well, at least the falls look clean!” He was right, the falls did look clean and the gear looked good enough. I started climbing slowly, milking every rest that I could find. I pictured myself on the traverse at Mesa Rim, resting and recovering as I climbed. My confidence began to build as I continued to climb and link sequences. After climbing about 100 feet I got to the crux. I felt like there was a giant gorilla on my back, dragging me back down towards the ground. I gave it everything that I had, but I came up short and fell. This was the beginning of the end for me. My body was devastated and I fell two more times before reaching the anchor. Josh has incredible endurance and he followed this pitch without falling.

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We both sat at the anchor and stared in horror at what we were about to climb. A thin tips crack ran off the belay into an intimidating roof. From there, the pitch made an improbable traverse to a finger crack before traversing again with 2 bolts of 5.12+ slab to the anchor. It was Josh’s turn to lead and he gave this pitch every last bit of energy that he could. After numerous falls he made it to the anchor and put me on belay.

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It took every last drop of effort to link the first half of the pitch. I fell my way up the last half of the pitch and arrived at the belay destroyed. I felt sick; the smoke from the Rim Fire had rolled back in and we were both coughing violently. Destroyed, we decided to save the last pitch for our next attempt and rappel back to the ground. Numerous rappels with our 80m rope, and one stuck rope later, we were back on the ground.

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We were both psyched about what we had accomplished that day. We weren’t able to send the route, but that didn’t matter. We had a great time pushing ourselves on a wild route in an amazing location. Its days like these that motivate me to become a better climber and continue to try hard. The Venturi Effect had beaten us, but we’ll be back to square up with it again.


-Mike Maiden • Mesa Rim Setter

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Yin-Yang on the Mountain by Josh Higgins

This post is about Mesa Rim climbing instructor Josh Higgins’ recent trip at Tuolumne Meadows and how practicing yoga on Lembert Dome was good therapy for the body and mind, especially after challenging his being with grandiose climbing endeavors.


Yin-Yang: two opposite, yet interconnected forces. This is how I view climbing and yoga. While climbing I pull, compressing my body, bringing a hand closer to my core so that I can attain the next hold above. In yoga I push, stretching my body, trying to make myself longer and extending as far as I can. These two activities are extremely complimentary. Combining them prevents muscle imbalances, keeping injury at bay, and yoga promotes flexibility, allowing a larger variety of climbing moves and positions. Also, the concentration of hard lead climbing and placing gear requires similar mental fortitude as holding a difficult or uncomfortable yoga pose.

After our huge day soloing 10,000’ of climbing on Mathes Crest, Cathedral and Tenaya Peaks, T.J. and I needed a “rest day!” T.J. and I are similarly minded, and our version of a rest day involves at least a few hours of easy exercise. T.J. and I had been regularly attending Mesa Rim Yoga Center and needed a fix, so what better way to have a nice chill day than to throw down some yoga on the summit of one of the amazing domes that are characteristic of Tuolumne Meadows? Sitting in the campsite, lounging until around noon, we settled upon Crying Time Again, 5.10a R (4 pitches), on Lembert Dome.

We eventually found motivation for the massive 10-minute drive and 5-minute approach sometime around noon, and we found ourselves alternating between looking at the guide and the nebulous knobby face above. Eventually, yoga mats in our packs, we decided we had probably found the route and T.J. cast off on some excellent runout knobs. We swapped leads up the route, laughing at each other’s yoga mats sticking out the top of our packs on a beautiful day.

While leading the last near-vertical pitch, I heard voices of a couple on the summit. At some point, searching for the next hold I saw a hand with a camera stick out over the top of the dome and retract. Next I heard a surprised voice, “Oh my God! There’s someone down there!” That gave me a good chuckle. They snapped a few photos of me leading the last pitch, and soon I was on top of the route bringing T.J. up.

As T.J. arrived at the summit, the couple wandered off down the dome leaving the summit empty except for our mats and us. We explored the summit looking for a flat area, and settled on a depression that might protect us from the wind a little. We emptied our packs and set up our yoga mats. Soon, we were warming up with our sun salutations under a perfect cloudy sky. The wind flowed over the summit of the dome, lifting corners of our mats, so we weighted them down by lining them with rocks and cams.

T.J. and I spent a spectacular 40 minutes on the summit silently practicing yoga, finding drishti’s in the clouds, stretching out our sore muscles from the day before. It was the perfect way to spend a rest day, flowing from pose to pose, building complimentary strength and flexibility. Experiencing yoga out in the wild was extremely cathartic and truly enjoyable. Just like climbing, perhaps we practice yoga in the gym to train and take it outdoors for a better experience?

I’ve found that yoga has improved my fitness in many ways. Due to inversion poses and other pushing poses, my pushups and bench press have both improved. The flexibility in my entire body has massively increased, and my core feels significantly more solid in everything I do. Recently, I’d even attribute a 5.13b redpoint directly to yoga. I was working on the route Enigma at the Riverside Quarry and found a novel sequence that worked well for me. It involved matching on a terrible sidepull, bringing the left foot under with a straight leg, and throwing a heel hook just past my hands. It was one of the craziest sequences I’ve done climbing in a while, and it looked unbelievably similar to utthita hasta padangusthasana, a pose that I had just recently attained the strength and flexibility for in yoga! I didn’t even realize it, until talking to a friend who pointed out the similarity between the new pose I could do and the move I was describing to him, and immediately I knew he was right!

For anyone who wants to take their climbing to the next level, come visit some of the yoga classes at the Mesa Rim Yoga Center. Perhaps it’ll help you send a climb that was previously out of reach. However, remember that the gym is the gym, and take it outside sometimes too!


-Josh Higgins • Mesa Rim Climbing Instructor and Certified Nurse

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Crying Time Again, 5.10a R, on Lembert Dome

Competing at SCS Nationals by Nico Grider

This blog post is about Nico Grider competing at SCS Nationals at Movement Climbing & Fitness in Boulder, CO. 


For the Love of Climbing
I have been climbing since I was 13. I love every aspect of climbing, but find some of my biggest thrills doing competitions. The biggest competitions in the U.S. are the National Championships of the American Bouldering Series and Sport Climbing Series (through USA Climbing).

Years ago I haphazardly competed in an ABS National, but wasn’t really prepared in any real way for it. My parents paid for it, I stayed with my cousins, and placed somewhere near the bottom. And that was that. After that, I started focusing more on finishing school and then college, climbing outdoors, and eventually developing my career as a route-setter and coach. I had become a good climber, but I climbed just for fun and left it at that. I did occasional local comps, but again, just for fun.

Training
A few months ago, I started training for climbing. For no particular reason, just because I wanted to I guess. On a bouldering trip to Bishop I started to really see my gains. I was able to complete or get close on climbs that I wasn’t able to touch before. I could see clear as day that I had improved, and that feeling got me high as a kite.

“I’m going to do ABS Nationals.” I declared one day to my fiancé. The concept hadn’t come completely out of the blue, as I had been playing with the idea for a few months after competing in a big local comp where I did pretty well. With my friends’ and family’s support, I decided to go for it.

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A couple months of training later, I boarded a plane to Colorado Springs, ready to put myself out there. I had no idea what to expect. In the warm-up area before the comp, I tried not to watch as Alex Puccio threw dynos on slopers as I traversed the wall, feeling like a newborn calf learning to walk. Thoughts of, “What the hell am I doing here?” see-sawed back and forth with the other extreme, “I’m gonna win first place!” I was an emotional mess, with no idea what to expect.

There were 5 qualifying climbs and I only finished one. I didn’t do terrible, but I didn’t do amazing either. I ended up placing two spots away from making Semi-finals. I was mortified. Why had I wasted so much money? Why did I humiliate myself like that? Why did I think I had a chance to place well?

Thankfully, I was also in Colorado Springs to route-set for the Youth ABS National Championship and earn my USAC Level 3 setting certification. So I got to spend the next 7 days setting with friends for the biggest event I ever had set for. All in all, the trip worked out to be a pretty good one.

To Do or Not To Do SCS
When I got home, I pondered whether I should sign up for the (only a month away) SCS National Championship. I justified the reason for doing the crazy process all over again with the known fact that I was naturally stronger at route climbing than bouldering. Route climbing had always been “my thing.” It comes natural to me, it doesn’t take much for me to maintain a high level of performance. “What’s another eight-hundred bucks?” I thought, halfheartedly. I wavered back and forth on the decision until my good friend and Mesa Rim setter Rosie Bates, decided to compete as well. With my ally at my side, I decided to do it.

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Less than a month later, Rosie and I were sitting in our hotel in Boulder, Colorado, trying to get our nerves to settle by jumping around like little kids and watching Eminem music videos on her laptop. The day of the comp, we didn’t climb until 5pm, so we had to kill a million hours, trying to push away thoughts of what was to come. We walked all around Boulder, pretending to care what we were looking at in all the dumb shops, making jokes and nervously fake-laughing.

The bouts of extreme chaos and hysteria ensued nonetheless. “Rosieeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!” I screamed a few hours before the comp started. “What are we doing?!?!!??” We would take turns calming the other one down, reminding each other that this was our first SCS National ever, and certainly not our last.

Finally we got to the venue (Movement Climbing and Fitness), and since it was a “flash” format, we got to see the 2 routes we would be doing beforehand, as well as watch a continuous-streaming video of a girl doing the 2 routes. All this was so that we could learn the moves before it was our turn to try it (we only got one chance to try the route – if you fell on the first move, well, that was it.) We agreed that the routes looked very do-able, and our nerves turned to excitement as our turns approached.

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When I stepped onto my first route, I was expecting to send. I had been working for this, the route looked easy, and I had this in the bag. I started off cruising the route. Every move felt fine, until this snaking, vicious, gripping pump slowly overtook my arms. It said to me: “Hey, Nico. Hey there. How ya doing? NOT SO GOOD NOW! Haha, you suck!” I swear that’s what it told me.

So after getting about 3/4th’s of the way up, I couldn’t deny the pump any longer, and my hands opened up and I fell. I was surprised more than upset. “Wow, I have never been that pumped before!” I told Rosie. The route felt so do-able, I literally just couldn’t hang on any longer. Altitude? Maybe. I guess I’ll never know for sure.

I watched Rosie climb, and the same thing seemed to happen to her. She went to clip a draw, and immediately dropped the rope. Did the pump-monster get her too? She tried again to clip, but instead fell. When she got down, we wallowed in our self-pity a little bit, and then decided we just needed to crush the next route.

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But the next route looked much harder. It had slopers. On an overhang. Even the jugs were just slopers disguised as jugs. There were also big moves. Clearly my favorite, as a 5’3 climber. “So, I’m screwed,” I thought. Surprisingly, this attitude that I had already screwed up started to make me feel a little better. Took some of the pressure off.

When I got on the second route, some of the moves I thought would be hard weren’t, and some of the moves I thought would be easy, weren’t. I got through some pretty difficult sequences til, again, I reached about the 3/4th’s up mark and the evil pump started taunting me. “You having fun? You like this competing stuff, don’t you? Well guess what? YOU’RE GONNA LOSE!” It gripped me so hard, I was fighting tooth and nail to stay on. Finally, I knew my time was coming to an end, my fingers were opening on the good hold I was on.

The next hold was so far away “Well , might as well go out with a bang!” I thought, and I straight up threw a dyno to the next hold. I stuck the hold, my legs swinging wildly around until the momentum of them eventually pulled me off and I whipped into the air.

Parting Thoughts
I came down and actually smiled. I knew I lost, or at least didn’t win. ( I ended up 11 spots from making finals) But I was pretty psyched. I had tried my absolute hardest. I had been met with an unforeseen obstacle: an unrelenting pump, yet I pushed and pushed as far as I could until my body just couldn’t hold on any more. And, seriously, what more could I ask for from myself? This was the strict definition of “doing my best.

I didn’t mess up, I didn’t slip, I just climbed until I couldn’t anymore. If I hadn’t taken a plane the day before and been met with almost 6,000 feet of altitude would I have done better? Who knows. If this comp had taken place on my own turf at my own gym, would I have gotten farther? I honestly can’t say. But for what the circumstances were, I couldn’t have asked myself to do any better than I did. And for that, I am very happy with my performance. There were 36 of the strongest girls in the U.S. competing there and I beat 13 of them. Little ol’ me. Will I go back next year? Time will tell.


-Nico Grider • Mesa Rim Head Coach and L3 Route Setter

Hall of Horrors in Joshua Tree by Alexis Tia Diller

This blog post is about climbing around South Horror Rocks  in Hall of Horrors at Joshua Tree National Park, CA.


A snowflake icon flashed in the dash of my VW Rabbit, next to it reading 30°. Thank you, Jessica Rabbit (that’s what I call my Volkswagen), I’m WELL aware that it’s COLD! The drive up to Joshua Tree was traffic packed, gloomy, windy, and rainy. Still, the weather report showed Joshua Tree as cold but sunny all weekend. My evening destination was the campground at Sheep Pass in Joshua Tree.  I didn’t feel like pitching a tent for one night in freezing, windy weather. Jessica Rabbit was my tent for the evening, and she did good. Note to self: Joshua Tree in February is freakin’ cold. Other note to self: Well done, Alexis. you brought just the right amount of layers to stay warm.

The Saturday morning air was crisp, but not that windy. I was happy that the weather report didn’t let me down, although I was muttering in my head all day “no wind no wind no wind”. As a sissy-in-cold-weather San Diegan, I feel that I can manage the cold better when the wind isn’t blowing.

The crew for the day included my long time “partner in climb” (get it?) Shaggy, and coworkers/other climbers that I had the pleasure of spending the day with and climbing with for the first time: Melissa and her two boys Nick and Sage, Alex and her boyfriend Adam, and Brian.

The mission: STAY IN THE SUN…. Oh, and head for South Horror Rocks at Hall of Horrors.
The gear: 3 ropes, 2 racks (1 really), huevos, jackets, positive self-talk, zebra thermals

We started the day off with Lazy Days (5.7), and set up a top rope anchor from there so everyone could jump on that plus Perhaps (5.9 crack-ish) just to the right. Though we set up a top rope for a 5.11 to the right of “Perhaps”, the shade and cold scarred off any takers. Instead we chose to play in the sun some more on Garden Angel (5.10a), which was to the left of Lazy Days.

My cruxes for the day:
• Down climbing after getting to the top of Lazy Days, which required (for me) less than ideal steep down stemming. I always get a little sketched out when I can’t feel my fingers and how hard I’m clinging to the rock, especially when not on a rope.
• We had a directional piece set up for Perhaps because the crack part was a bit of a traverse to the anchor. Meaning, if the rope was not clipped into the directional on the way up and if you fell, you would take quite a swing. The person before the next climber was supposed to clip the rope back into the directional when being lowered. Well, not everything always goes as planned. When it was my turn to head up, the rope did not get clipped into the directional, so I had to risk a swinging fall or climb up a different way, which was potentially harder sans a falling swing. This part of the climb was not necessarily the crux, though in the context of being ass-cold and not really being able to feel my fingers, this traverse maneuver felt quite unstable.
Breathing + adrenaline + encouragement + self-trust + positive self-talk = Get it, girl. And…I did.

It was cold, but everyone had a successful feat that day. Fist bumps for Shaggy for setting steadfast anchors for the day, Nick, who made Garden Angel (5.10a) look graceful, Adam and his first official successful rappels, Alex for taking the reigns from Shaggy and belaying from the top like a champ, Melissa for cleaning, and Sage and Brian for for pushing through the cruxes.


-Alexis Tia Diller • Marketing Manager at Mesa Rim, Grad Student at SDSU

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Taking in the view from the top, rocking the zebra thermals

Red Rocks – Cloud Tower Ascent by Rosie Bates

This blog post is about Rosie Bates climbing Cloud Tower in Red Rocks, and the emotion and mental honing climbing provokes. 

The Preface – Why I Climb

I’m not one for trip-reports or beta descriptions; I’ve never been good with remembering route names or what gear to place at the crux. I tend to leave a climb humbled by it’s beauty and power–remembering not the moves and how they worked in sequence but how the rock reached out and grabbed me it’s red core pulsing through my veins as I bled up the wall’s wrinkled wisdom. For the most part I am at a lost for words after climbing trips; I just want to feel the rock again, to feel the beating of the earth through it’s exposed appendages. There is something about leaving a climb—feeling a sigh of relief that I survived, but having the notion haunt me that I will be back again soon to go through the process again. I have seen the big Red Rock walls outside of Vegas in many different forms and at different times they both comfort and scare me. I always imagine them whispering knowingly “you don’t belong here; it is time for you to go home”.

It’s been a couple of weeks since my last trip to Red Rocks and still remnants of the vertical life linger with me; I get nervous before a test and reach back to chalk up, I am overwhelmed with tripping because I am not anchored in, and most importantly look at those around me and feel a loss of words to explain the type of adventure I have just been on.

My tick list this year is going slower than expected, but I aimed pretty high for being a full time student along with a job and research position. So as much as I would like to climb the West Face of El Cap and Rainbow Wall before Jan 1st, this just isn’t realistic. But regardless of what I haven’t accomplished this year, these past seven months have been some of the most profound of my life. They have been profound because I have not only managed to stay sober for that long, but have found my approach to climbing has changed—I carry an attitude that I have never had in my 9 years of experience; and all those in conjunction have culminated in an ascent–not yet perfect—but nonetheless ascent of Cloud Tower in Red Rocks with me as the leader.

There is always the quintessential nervous-excitedness that goes along with the pre-climb preparation and for me it is almost debilitating. I used to get this way before races during my short stint as a cross-country runner. I would be unable to think of anything else besides the race for the week prior, continually imagining, and dreaming every possible thing that could go terribly wrong. So as you can see; the cards were stacked against me for goals in the big wall climbing realm. Luckily my passion for the big walls overcomes my fear for the unknown. It was during cross-country that I figured out how to control these fears by taking all my negative nervous energy and transfer it to pure adrenaline. Simply stated this is positive self-talk. So before races all the cliche phrases you could imagine pulsed through my veins in a rhythmic mantra “you got this Rosie!” “believe in yourself!” “Hey, hey Rosie, you are the best, okay?” and even if I never consciously knew I was doing this; it helped.

I eventually quit running and not because I was afraid but because I hated running also, I had found climbing. Climbing gave me more jitters than running ever would, but something about those fears drove me–to destruction many a time, but still I kept on pushing through. But pushing through often left me forgetting that I was afraid. I would put on the “hard core Rosie” face and never admit that what I was doing scared the s*** out of me. Doing this though, often left me in the middle of climbs forcing myself through the fear—through a hard move because I never wanted anybody to see what was actually going on inside my head. This is not enjoyment, this is destruction; and sometimes you have to succumb to your vulnerabilities to reach the top. Climbing has taught me it is not about pushing through the fear but letting that drive you, and being conscious of it’s power.

The Mission – Cloud Tower at Red Rocks

The week before we left for Red Rocks the dreams had started–the blurred sepia-toned movie reel on repeat of me approaching the base of the climb and looking up at the ominous red speckled spire. Luckily, one might say though I had a lot on my plate that week in the way of school and my thoughts were occupied with meiosis and the psychological approaches to the courtroom. So when the school-week ended and the drive to Las Vegas ensued the nerves returned. But something was different this time. I talked about it. I told people, “hey you know, this climb, well I AM SCARED!” There was something about verbalizing these fears that allowed them to flow through me. These fears flowing through me gave me the ability to feel the adrenaline, to understand how much climbing meant to me because of how much emotion it evoked; and if these seven months have taught me anything it is that emotions are a beautiful part of human nature and being vulnerable is different than being weak. So there we were and all that I had learned in cross country I actually began to understand; I felt that positive energy and embraced the beautiful climb I was about to embark on.


CLOUD TOWER is now rated 12a, but that is according to Mountain Project, and some would say the breed of trad climbers these days have gotten soft; so we’ll go with 11d.

The last time I got on this route was also with Mike Maiden and I had sullenly backed off the first pitch (5.8) after a calf cramp disabled my further progress (I was probably just scared, but I would never admit that). Mike dutifully proceeded to lead all the pitches except the last and I followed both internally grateful, mortally embarrassed.


This time I would not let my fear get in the way, or some “calf cramp”. Although first pitches typically scare me (I usually get in the groove around pitch 4) I took on that 5.8 and linked it up with the second pitch cruising to the belay tree atop the second pitch. From here I could see the fourth pitch crux. I looked up at that, suddenly struck with the beauty of it all. My fear vanished and I was just grateful to be able to see the world from atop my vantage point, how lucky we are to be climbers. I finished the climb, took some falls on the crux pitch and moved on. I can do it clean—the falls were just mental, but what does that matter; I made it to the top, and isn’t that what we strive for?

Beautiful as it is Red Rocks always keeps me on my toes. Perhaps it is the times that I have broken off holds, or heard rock fall in the distance. Or rather it is the descents I have done in the dark; looking for cairns that lead me to the edge of a cliff. Either way I keep on going back; and this most recent trip was one of my best. Not only did I manage to lead the crux pitch of cloud tower I was surrounded by some amazing people who had some major breakthroughs themselves. Mike beautifully finished the last pitch of cloud tower; clean and in good style. Savanna joined us on top of the cube (a 27 foot boulder) in a dazzling accomplishment of mental strength, Colin lead his first trad pitch with brilliant confidence, Connell lead the entirety of Dark Shadows after only leading on gear for about 3 months, Will did the same as he took Adam up his longest route to date. Gisselle stunned us all with her daring feats of boulders and ropes, and Sean showed how a fear of heights doesn’t stop someone from pursing something they are passionate about. It was a wonderful compilation of good company and focused energy.

It reminded me why I love the sport, it brings together individuals who are just as afraid and as excited about exposing themselves as I am and for me this is life–this is living.


– Rosie Bates • Mesa Rim Staff, Student, Rad Climber

Smash and Grab Climbing: “The Rostrum” by Parker and Gordy

San Diego 4:30 pm

With summer fading fast we knew we wanted to climb someplace great. In the running was Charleston, The Needles, Holcomb Valley, and Yosemite. Friday at 4pm we left San Diego, a regretful time to go through LA, but we chose not to think about that. Somewhere around Oceanside doubt and boredom set in as we started thinking of a closer climbing destination. The traffic was terrible and only getting worse as we moved along but we stuck to the plan and arrived in Yosemite a little after midnight, after all the Rostrum was waiting… We stayed the night in an anonymous location outside the park entrance and slept for a few hours.

This is our “Rostrum” story, pitch by pitch, with gear list at the bottom for all you folks that are interested in this awesome feat. Let’s begin!

Yosemite Valley 4:30 am GO TIME
Two I Phones simultaneously started off our morning as the alarms sounded. We got up and broke down camp just a few hours after we went to sleep. The moon was full and so bright it actually kept us from sleeping well. Some double strength Coffee for Gordy and some tea for myself got the morning started. Within a half hour we were parked on the side of the road racking up. The wind was surprisingly strong and the cold weather was well received after the recent San Diego heat waves. Just as the sun started to rise we locked the car and headed off.

After some dark hiking in sandals down steep terrain we were getting further into the valley, and I was really wishing I had shoes on. We only saw two other climbers the whole day, they came barreling down the trail all the way from France and we let them pass us on the descent. The approach is unique and after two full-length rappels we were at the base of the route.

Climbing:
The French team was surprisingly off to a slow start but that gave us time to get psyched, stretch, and celebrate the 850’ of overhanging granite, clean splitters, and perfect belays ahead. When the French team was working on Pitch 2 Gordy was itching to leave the ground.

Pitch 1:
With the standard pre climbing fist bump Gordy takes off on some lie backing and face climbing. Easy moves with decent gear leads us to simple yet physical chimney with a big airy exit move. Rated 5.9 +, a fair grade for Yosemite.

Pitch 2:
The tips crack. The nature of this pitch requires careful and powerful lie backing, up solid tips & finger locks. A delicate traverse down & left 12′ directly off of the belay. Gordy found a stance, placed a small cam, & punched it through the crux. Before I knew it he yelled down “off belay” from the base of pitch three. This 5.11A really set the pace for the climbing above.

Pitch 3:
Especially fun! Jogging up the first 30′ and quickly out of sight we realized how long every pitch was going to be. Physical jamming up a secure and overhung hand crack gives way to some jug hauling on big holds up to the huge half way mark ledge below

pitch 4. This pitch is really, really long. 140 feet. 5.10+

Pitch 4:
Looking up at this intimidating laser cut dead vertical finger crack will either make you smile, or make you wince! Gordy turned the music up on his iPhone, racked some choice gear and started up the pitch. An easy ramp leads to a jug with two bomber nut placements. Within seconds he had cranked through to the notorious “thank god” hand jam, and was preparing to climb through the rest of the burley moves. This pitch proved to be incredibly difficult and I felt honored to be on a climb of this caliber. We are now right behind the French team and climbing fast. 5.11C (hard).

Pitch 5:
This consisted of an amazing orange dihedral with an overhung hand crack. 20 feet of spread out but bomber hand jams topped out this pitch. We were both smiling the whole time. One of my favorite pitches on route coming in at 5.10+

Pitch 6:
Those big, heavy cams finally come out of the pack. Airy face moves directly off the belay, leads to an unrelenting off width crack. Very physical climbing while pushing a #5 will see you through, have your mind clear & you’re staying power turned way up. Worth doing some laps on local wide climbs at Woodson to prepare for. 5.10+ but fatigue is setting in.

Pitch 7:
Amazing stemming & jamming up a slick crack system past a huge fin jutting out into space half way up. Gordy takes a huge 30-foot screamer at the final hard and I pumped out at the same place. This pitch really stood out. 5.11B

Pitch 8:
A short traverse on some manky gear leads to a fun entrance move into yet another off width. Push that #5 as far as it will go, then ditch and make it up to the final tree belay. 5.10

ON THE SUMMIT  We had it all to our selves and the route was truly amazing. We had made it through in great fashion, and pretty good time. It was everything we had expected and even a little more. We finished our water, joked, celebrated, and wasted no time getting on the road back to San Diego only 23 hours after we had left, our typical smash and grab style.

Gear List for both of us:
Sandals and Vibrams
Backpack for the follower
Approx 2.5 liters of water and a Coconut Water
1 compressible down jacket
1 lightweight windbreaker
Assortment of bars and Gu
2 pairs of Moccasym’s
70M rope
1 headlamp (Just in case)


-Parker Onufer and Gordy Schafer